It's Like a Light at the End of the Tunnel

prelims are most or less over with science and geog paper 1 tmr to mark the end of the essence of depression.

yesterday was amath paper 2. i have to say that it is definitely easier than paper 1. but something that made me very depress was a surds question. i went into the examination hall with confidence that my surds wouldnt fail me. then i saw the question for surds, it caused me inferiority. i left it till i finished the paper. after i 'finished' the paper, i went back to it, with little hope that i would get the answer, but i tried. i was writing at a normal pace, not speeding through my workings. then, as i wrote, i realise i was probably correct, but Mdm Yani picked up the microphone, ''Your time is up, pens down and stop writing.'' ARGH!, i think i lost probably 3 marks for not doing the rest of the workings. Yes that 3 marks really mattered; every single mark matters. i went back home, i attempted that question again, and DAMN!!!!!! i was really correct. i pressed my calculator and yes, my answer matches the question. i really do feel like shit now, questioning myself, had i had more confidence in myself, i would have completed that question. RAH RAH RAH.

i guess this is another lesson i have learnt. i hope i wouldnt commit the same mistake during O levels. btw, i dont think i have much hope of entering the 3 months course.